Between Us Country Girls
- HEY YA'LL!!!!! Whether it's fishing, having a few beers, relaxing or chasing after the kids we chat about everything in between we will discuss it.
- My name is Ashley, I'm 30 years old, I was born in southern Maryland and lived there for about 4 years before moving to eastern kentucky to take care of my grandfather before his passing.
- So while I don't sound redneck, i most certainly identify as redneck. I was hotheaded in much of my youth and only time and stressing myself out has finally calmed me down over the years.
- When I graduated from Belfry High School back in 2007 I was so excited to leave this region of the world I couldn't stand myself. I moved to Lexington where I had spent most of my childhood going back and forth to University of Kentucky hospital for my fathers liver transplant.
- I was only 9 years old when he received his liver transplant but somehow I knew he'd be just fine.
- The transplant allowed my parents to give me a baby sister(although doctors swore he'd never conceive again) and added 12 more years to my fathers life. He eventually passed away at the age of 54 in 2009. While he didn't get to enjoy many long years on earth he most certainly lived enough for a billion people. My father was and still is my first idea of what a man/father is suppose to be for any little girl.
- I got my feelings hurt a WHOLE lot… for my own good though..
- my father knew instinctively without seeing the future that I would need to be tough as nails. So he rough housed me constantly… it was completely normal to walk into our loving home and see me and my father throwing small objects at each other to see who would chicken out first. When we would take our trips in the family van our time would pass while we made up or changed lyrics to songs, make up our own or make a song that made no sense whatsoever.
- These days my father lets me know he's still VERY much with me by using my psychic clairsenses and intuition to feel his Spirit, much like I feel the Holy Spirit chill me from head to toe. /
You know the feeling… the feeling someone just "walked through you" and sent chills up and down your body, I enjoy communicating with Spirit so it doesn't scare me anymore. But when I was a little girl, I saw something that changed me FOREVER.
After my grandfather passed in 1995 a little time had passed and one night I have this strange dream unlike any I'd ever had before that a thick black smoke comes in my room and takes my doll my grandpa had bought me (my FAVORITE doll of all) The smoke takes Christy doll down under the bed and I am to know that Christy has now gone to Hell… for whatever reason lol
I wake up and I immediately try to get out of bed… I can't I'm paralyzed stuck to the bed. I can open my mouth but no words will come out…
The next thing that happens made me believe in miracles…
Coming from the living room a figure of a woman that resembled my grandmother who had passed away when i was only TWO years old comes and stands and my doorway. She says NOTHING to me… but she does transfer a feeling of complete peace and calm. All of a sudden I internally acknowledge that I'm okay and the woman walks the opposite way. I jump out of bed delusional that this woman was my mother only to find that my parents bedroom was locked and when i unlocked the door both of my parents are sound asleep, dead to the world. It was at that moment standing at the end of their bed that it hit me… That was my grandmothers Spirit letting me know she's with me. Only problem is somehow after i realized that… I denied that it even happened… Because it didn't make sense to me that someone could "come back from the dead" She wasn't a zombie though… she was better, younger, and free of all illness and suffering. It scared me because I couldn't make sense of it. So bad in fact, that I prayed to God that I never seen anything like that again in my life…. Have any of you all had paranormal experiences before?! What happened? Howe did it make you feel? and more importantly, do you still feel or see Spirit around you today like I do?1
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